Egad.
I HATE how much time I waste. (Now?)
I HATE how much I complain because I don't have time.
I HATE how much I want to do things other than what I need to do.
I HATE how I always feel like I am letting someone down.
I HATE how guilty or selfish I feel most of the time.
I HATE how I feel trapped inside my brain.
I HATE feeling misunderstood.
I LOVE that I have so many papers to grade, so many activities to join, so many minds to influence, so many people depending on me, so much to give, so many thoughts to think, so many opportunities to express myself, and so much life to live.
I just seem to get these two worlds confused sometimes.
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i'm on duty tonight. jamie is coming up to teach my residents about stress...apparently she has to teach a group or something, lol.
and then at 9pm we're doing halloween decorating again. if no one shows up or it gets done early, i'll just get on facebook while i'm doing other things so we can finally have a convo. i don't like us both being this busy. it's not good for my soul to not talk w/ you.
and yes i know, he's too skinny and tan. it's not like i want to date him or anything; he's married w/ a child, duhhh. but short skinny tan socal movie makers can be my heroes.
that is all.
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